So it’s 10.42 AM when I was writing this very first blog post. I just want to write about what have been happening since yesterday and until now. I don’t really have much to say, except that there are some progress I have made, at least for personal development is good, and for the company I’m working for, is good.
You see, my daily activities won’t be changed much, at least as I have been observing myself since my first day of arriving here in Canada. The city I live in, I do enjoy a lot. The streets are wide and clean, the grass are green and well cared, the neighborhoods are calm and safe, the sky are very often blue, the air are clean and I enjoy all the sceneries and simplicity of life here. I like the food that I cook and all the items I got from the supermarket and from online stores are good in quality. I have good landlord which they are polite and friendly. Anything that have been given to me are nice and I feel like I’m having a very good ride so far in my life.
Comparing for life in Hanoi and life in here I do feel differences. Beside those good things that are mentioned above, challenges do existed and have to be overcome. First of all, relationships are that I am not able to make up a lot. Is that because in here that are less of people who shares culture identities as mine might be the reason? or is that because here is simply a great place for an introvert who can become even more introverted? Hanoi is a boring place too so is here, so it’s definitely myself a reason for every feelings that I have, there are always people for you to be around but there are always reasons to dodge people and keep my door shut, literally. Secondly, the urge of having a close proximity and physical interaction are significantly less, as mentioned in previous sentences, I don’t make new friends here so is an intimate one. I don’t think that I can make one such relationship or will get one, the conditions are not right, the options are not there, so I just feel like the life of none of interactions with other mankind are surreal. Of course, here I live in a place where mostly older people I can observed, on the street or in the store. For young people such as me like under 30s I cannot having a chance to see them walking around, even less of chance seeing those people with opposite gender as me who can make up an intimate and close proximity of interactive and the changing in chemistry that produce endorphins or dopamines or whatever that make us feel good to have people around. Third and not last, I would say despite the feeling of lacking of interactions with other human, I definitely not seeing life here worst, I still have a chance to speak with friends from Vietnam, not a lot of them just one or two, but that is merely keeping me satisfy for regarding the needs of anything in 3rd level in hierarchy of needs.
I was stating that I about to write about facts that occurred to me from yesterday till now, but you see I already state most of the thing happens to me in above paragraph. In summary, I keep my door shut most of the time, doing plenty of project works, I did go to the gym to workout my muscle, it was Wednesday yesterday and I work on my chest muscles. I talk with a friend in Vietnam and that’s pretty much sum up a day of mine.
And yes, the washroom just start being repaired today due to the leakage, I have to share the toilet, the sink and the shower bath, what can be more enjoy sharing such things? but it’s alright, I don’t mind that much, for convenience and privacy it’s less but for training my ability to adapt with such small change, it’s really tolerable.