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Diary #7 – My reasons of writing blogs

by Quy Ta
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I do not write blogs for propaganda, or to spread hate. I do not against any governments or organizations, no promote vegans or LGBT, no promote communism, or capitalism (it’s a dead idea in the last century by the way, now it’s all about LGBT and feminism and the environment, the Ukraine crisis, and other shits). I do not promote and support any kind of religion, and I do not promote conspiracy theories or fake news. No political shits and telling other people how to be rich and not to be poor. I do not tell other people how to be smarter or be nicer. If I ever make a mistake creating a post that violates one of the above, I will immediately discontinue my blogging domain and archive all of my posts to S3 glacier tier buckets.

As a modern Vietnamese in a 21st-century generation (Gen Y, Z), I do not care about or support the already dead South Vietnam government pre-1975 (the Republic of Vietnam), the only government I know of is the current modern Socialist Republic of Viet Nam – this is the only country that belongs to the modern Vietnamese, for anyone that living in Vietnamese territory (including Hoang Sa and Truong Sa parcel islands). So please do not drag me into the fight of determining what is right or wrong and please do not politically correct me. Yes, you can say I am brainwashed or whatever, it’s not your business, you’re not paying my salary or taking care of my parents or my kids or my wife, so I don’t give a f*ck at all. All I want is I just don’t want to feel negativity because of your vulnerabilities. We are already good with whatever we are having now. My friends, colleagues, and our parents are happy right now and that’s all I care about. If you arrived here as refugees, then poor you, I am sorry for that. I am sorry that you have lost your country and identity. But the fact is always like this: today there is only one unified modern Vietnam which is the combination of both and south region, Hanoi and Saigon will never be separated and we are one ethnic and one nation, we are one body. Every country in the world today has already officially recognized the current Vietnam existence and recognized the Communist Party of Vietnam as a valid and official government entity. And for the flag, the only official and valid Vietnamese flag is the red flag and yellow star we all know and love, we all know that it’s the flag we fight for at the cost of the blood of generations of our grandparents. If anyone tells me to think differently (that think Vietnam is a shitty place to live because of Communism), I don’t f*cking care, you go live your own past and illusion and leave us alone, I do not care about your political correctness, please just stay in your Orange county or whatever non-Vietnamese terrorism and stop spreading your hates to our beloved country. If you have so much free time, just go support / donate to Israel or Palestine, Ukrainian or Russian, or any party that you love. The Vietnam War was already over in 1975 and history is written. Vietnam war is illegal with Napalm bombs and Agent Orange, and the Northern bombing that kills millions of people are all evil acts. We all know that Americans have done evil things to us. Communism is evil or not, I do not care, the only facts we know are that millions of innocent Vietnamese died in the Vietnam War and the war is Illegal, the spread of Communism is none of your problems, the only thing we care about is the independent of our own affairs. We don’t need anyone outside of the territory to govern our people, and our country does not need anyone to free us, we are freeing ourselves if you guys want us to be free, why did the France colonization start in the beginning? Why do you guys just not bring wisdom and civilization by giving us scholarships peacefully instead of telling our people to work as slaves? Now, it’s a peaceful time and we focus on the future instead of the past, so we have nothing to discuss with it further, especially in my world. The rest of the propaganda of Americans in the last century to spread hate of Communism will not work in this century, and every Vietnamese citizen knows for a fact that any attempt to divide our union is illegal and will never succeed. the world is changing and we have to adopt a new view of the modern world we have to give up debating about what is right and wrong about the past, especially whatever has already happened in the last 50 years. Vietnamese are happy now and we are thriving, we do not need anyone outside the border to interfere and tell us what to do. So GTFO.

Official Vietnamese flag for many hundreds/thousands of years to come. The only flags that were sacrificed by our grandparent’s bloodshed to make it fly today in the peaceful blue sky.

Anyways, to explain for the sole purpose of my creating this blog page: It’s simply fun to re-read whatever I have written earlier. Sometimes it’s naive, sometimes it’s stupid and crazy ideas and thoughts. But seeing myself grow up every day is a happy thing I have observed throughout the years. It’s myself who has been a kid and until now I am still a kid who tries to grow up every day. Who is my audience? anyone, everyone, or no one, or just me. I read my blog again sometimes and enjoy reading it. It’s like archiving moments and thoughts in the form of writing. It’s more interesting to achieve things in the form of written words than a video log, I mean video logs cannot capture the whole picture of all of the thought aspects but written words do. My grammar and writing skills are imperfect but it’s good to have a means to practice every day. Of course, we have to read more to improve our writing and also pay attention to every sentence. For me, writing is like a method of meditation as well, it keeps my soul calm and less overthinking. It’s a way to understand one’s self better. It’s like every time we go to the toilet to think about our lives and the meaning of life, but with the pen and paper in our hands we are actually writing our thoughts down and it might be a stupid or brilliant idea, who knows? Nevertheless, once we write it down, it might have a chance to last for a longer period of time: if you keep your idea in the toilet, once you flush the toilet, all of your thoughts are also gone. But with the phone, I bring into the toilet, I can write all of my ideas down, and it won’t be flush. You get what I mean.

Beautiful Nha Trang Beach of modern Vietnam

Another reason for me to write a blog is because I am super introverted and socially disabled. I am living in a full form of isolation by keeping myself in a room at all times and never actually talking to anyone except my special friend in Vietnam and on some occasions, my dad. I don’t like to write stuff on social media because I feel like it’s too publicly exposed, while I write things in this blog it’s rarely a case where anyone can actually read it: unless that person really cares about knowing me. Nevertheless, as my direct meaning, the activity of blog writing is a way to balance social life. I am embracing it as a way to show my inner world, I try to keep it positive at all costs: so avoiding the spread of hate is one of my most important principles. Along with it, spreading simple knowledge, viewing, experiences, and so on, anything that is helpful in the form of information delivery. I may give advice as well, but really not the advice that I make up myself, but rather collecting from watching, reading, from other sources like newspapers, inspirational shorts on Youtube, reels on Facebook and Instagram, or from Bibles. It’s anything that makes up my mind and the way I am viewing this world right now, and it might be applicable to you in a good way. Some examples of mindset like: doing fasting, keeping yourself low in calorie intake, working hard and studying often, being courteous to everybody, and not alcohol consumption or smoking, I mean it’s all about keeping a healthy and balanced life.

Speaking about living balance, I know that we have to have fun from time to time. Yes, I agree with that, it’s this world cannot come perfect with only good and without evil. It’s easy to say that we are too easy to fall for evil but difficult to strive for good. That’s why we are speaking about training ourselves to be good every time because being bad is so easy and our humans naturally will select a comfortable life and do bad things. So we are trying to adopt good virtues do not mean we reject having fun or doing bad things at all, we simply try to be balanced because it’s too easy to be bad than good. You know what I mean: if we do not strive to be good, we will naturally become bad, we will become lazy, eat more, less healthy, spread STDs, inject heroin, use contain, murder, suicide, and so on.

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